this is why i dropped out of honors classes
i was always the spooky little forgot-to-brush-his-teeth kid. 'i think he excels at our way of thinking, let's try to nurture that.' 'no, he's retarded, look at his brow and scrunchy hands.' i finally just gave up. too lazy to perfect what somebody else expected me to perfect.
now it's my house. it's my lawn, but i stride the fence. i look at the neighbor's grass (not you Derek, but your lights are awesome). it's neatly trimmed. the bulbs are strewn, manicured, and administered as if 'better homes' and 'stuff' had a titty dancer gardener plant-off reality show-off. the grass is greener, but i'm stuck with an unpublishable Dr. Suess hedge/military haircut.
my life is GOOD. i have FUN. but not so much that i don't feel weird about brag-typing those words. i know that those sentences read like, "I have SO many porsches, I had to name TWO of them chad."
the next level of completeness is right the fuck in front of me and i stand ready to recycle it back into the comfortable 'easy' fun. mulch that mature fir tree into fodder for my easy fun stability.
the game is interesting, but 2006 is an honors class that i want to drop out of. i need regular math for awhile. stable, regular, no variable math.
unfortunately, the ceiling in my current house is painted and very flat. usually in the places i live, my upward looking couch view has a textured ceiling. remedial is comforting and patterenful. white trash astronomy. i need the ceiling where sometimes i can see Orion.
now it's my house. it's my lawn, but i stride the fence. i look at the neighbor's grass (not you Derek, but your lights are awesome). it's neatly trimmed. the bulbs are strewn, manicured, and administered as if 'better homes' and 'stuff' had a titty dancer gardener plant-off reality show-off. the grass is greener, but i'm stuck with an unpublishable Dr. Suess hedge/military haircut.
my life is GOOD. i have FUN. but not so much that i don't feel weird about brag-typing those words. i know that those sentences read like, "I have SO many porsches, I had to name TWO of them chad."
the next level of completeness is right the fuck in front of me and i stand ready to recycle it back into the comfortable 'easy' fun. mulch that mature fir tree into fodder for my easy fun stability.
the game is interesting, but 2006 is an honors class that i want to drop out of. i need regular math for awhile. stable, regular, no variable math.
unfortunately, the ceiling in my current house is painted and very flat. usually in the places i live, my upward looking couch view has a textured ceiling. remedial is comforting and patterenful. white trash astronomy. i need the ceiling where sometimes i can see Orion.
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