g'bye ssmmoke

i just smoked my last cigarette for a bit. stupid Derek got me all excited about doing a Master Cleanse, but i had one pack left so i finished them. started fasting this morning after he and i went to my noise violation probation deferred adjudication rapin'. i got $84 back from a $204 bond. i extremely dislike my old neighbor that wasn't Derek. whatev, case dismissed.

so yeah, smoked while starting a health fast. gotta ease into these things. i don't know what it is about these fasts, but they are mildly addictive. this will be my third in almost four months. when i'm done, i will not have eaten in 24 days out of the last 120. you wouldn't know it from looking at me. i really went to town preparing for the movie. mcdonalds was my best friend and sometimes two packs of cigs turned into three on a good drinking night.

time to pay the piper and get back to feeling good about feeling good again.

tomorrow's gonna suck. Derek's already on day three so he's over the hump. i should have pizza delivered to him. you hear that Derek? i'm gonna send you a pizza with cheeseburgers on it.

at least i'll be a cheap date in l.a.

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